Easter 4/4/10

Doctors reccommended that we stay home with Addison as much as possible. I was sad that we were not able to make it down to my parent's for Easter but happy that we were still able to get the family together. My parents came to our house along with Paul and Deb. We had a great Easter meal thanks to the great food by Deb. I found the cutest Easter outfit for Amelia and wanted to see her in it. After lunch I got her dressed while Grandma Diane went to the back yard to hide easter eggs. Amelia looked adorable and had a great time finding the eggs.

We also needed to get some pictures of the sisters together. Amelia loved that the easter bunny brought her a little sister.

NICU 3/29-4/1

At Children's hospital they do not allow access to any blogging websites so I was unable to make any updates. I was keeping track of daily events so that when I got home I would post one large update. Just as I was finishing my entry I stopped to go feed Addison. When I came back, I realized that my computer automatically restarted and I lost everything. I will try to remember the details of each day but our stay at the hospital was one big blur.

Monday night was a long a lonely night for me. I could not wait for the morning to come so I could be with Rob and Addison. I was up at 5:30 when the nurse came in to check my vitals. I took a quick bath, got dressed, and started to pack up so I would be ready when Dr. Dahl arrived. She came a little after 7:00am to see how I was doing and give me the official go ahead to be discharged. I checked in with Rob to see how they were doing. He assured me that Addison looked much better than the night before. I needed to get a ride to Children's so I called up Jess. I knew that she would be leaving for work soon and heading that way. Of course she did not hesitate to say yes and was in Hudson about 8:00. We packed up the car and headed out. We found the hospital and parking ramp and made our way to the NICU. The security at Children's is high, especially in the NICU. We needed to be buzzed into the secretary's desk where we checked in. Jess and I filled out paperwork, had our picture taken, and were given our badges. Then we were let in another set of double doors that led to Addison's room. When I first saw Addison she was in an isolet. She looked much more peaceful than the night before but it was still hard seeing her hooked up to so many things. Nurses were able to remove the oxygen mask (Si-pak) that was helping Addison's lungs open up. A feeding tube was in her mouth, monitors were on her chest, and IV was in her foot, and the oxygen monitor was on the other foot. The isolet was helping her body temperature stay warm. As Tuesday went on, they were able to remove the feeding tube, and moved her into a crib. Feeding and eating continued to be a struggle for Addison. She had many gagging episodes. It was hard to watch because we knew she wanted to get something up but just couldn't. Her tummy was very upset. Tuesday night the nurse thought it would be best to suction out Addison's tummy. The nurse put a small tube down to the stomach and used a syringe to suction out the contents. She was able to get a large amount which meant Addison was having a hard time digesting her food. The nurse hoped that giving her tummy a "fresh start" would help things. In the middle of the night on Tuesday Addison had what they called a "spell". The monitor alarms began going off because her heart rate and oxygen levels dropped very low. The nurse came and thankfully Addison was able to come out of it without assistance. That was a scary time and luckily it was the one and only "spell".

Early Wednesday morning I awoke to two nurses working at Addison's crib. The IV that was in her foot was leaking. They decided to move the IV to a new spot, her poor little head. I had to step out of the room for that procedure. Later in the day they stopped the IV of antibiotics and extra fluids. Feeding was still giving Addison some trouble. She had not yet mastered the skill of nursing so we supplemented with any milk that I had pumped and a small amount of formula.

The sleeping arrangements were definitely uncomfortable with Rob and I sleeping on a pullout couch made for one. But, that did not matter because we wanted to be with Addison. Although the atmosphere in the NICU was calm and quiet for the most part, we were not able to get a good nights sleep because we were always checking on Addison's and the nurses would be in the room monitoring her as well. I would even find Rob out in the NICU lounge early in the morning talking with Jay. We happened to be just around the corner of the NICU from Jay and Liz's little guy. Although neither of us wanted to be there and see our little ones fight to get stronger, it was nice to check up on each other.

Thursday morning we wanted to be sure we were in the room during doctor rounds. We were anxious to hear what they had to say about Addison's condition and going home. As they went over all of her information, the doctor said she was ready to go home. They wanted to continue to monitor Addison's billy rubin numbers to be sure her jaundice did not progress (her billy rubin number was a 12). W were so relived to hear the news about going home but we were also a little nervous. We were so used to watching the monitors, it gave us confidence that she was doing alright. Now that we were going home, we would not have those monitors to reassure us.

After the good news about going home, we had a special visitor. My dad brought Amelia to the hospital for a quick visit. We had not seen her since Monday night and that was a such a chaotic time. Amelia was not allowed in the NICU so we visited in the hallway. She went back home with my dad for one more night to give Rob, Addison, and me a night to get situated. Addison left he hosptial weighing 5lb 5 oz.

A large and overwhelming crew from Children's came to prepare Addison for the trip. I was surprised at how long it took them to get everything hooked up, situated, and stable before rolling out. It was hard to watch her leave! Seeing so many wires, cords, and oxygen masks was scary. We were reassured that she was in good hands.

Baby Addison

Exciting news! Baby Addison came at 5:35 p.m. on March 29th. She weighed 5 lb 14 oz. Delivery was a breeze and everything went well. Because we were induced early (original due date was April 15) the doctor watched Addison closely for any signs of distress. She was having a hard time breathing and ended up taking her first car ride in an ambulance. Addison was transferred to Children's hospital around 9:00 p.m. tonight. Her lungs were working a little too hard. It was a stressful and scary time for us but we know that she is in a great hospital.

My mom and dad gave Rob a ride to Children's. They were met with a huge support group: Jens and Jennifer, Pete and Mary, Josh and Char, and Brian and Sara. They all said Addison is looking good which makes me feel better. I was finally able to give Amelia some snuggle time when Addison left for her trip. It was not the meeting of the siblings that I pictured in my head. Amelia was able to sneak a peak of her little sister as Addison passed by in the hallway. Deb and Paul took Amelia on a car ride so she could get to sleep. It has been a long night for everyone.

I am unable to join Addison and Rob as I need to stay here at Hudson in the hospital for a night. Dr. Dahl said she would be here first thing in the morning to discharge me. Rob will be here to pick me up and take me to finally hold Addison. It is hard being here alone but I am glad Rob is able to be with Addison.